From My Blur Eyesight

those comments always make me smile like a fool in front of monitor

Tagged: i am a writer and i am proud of it

If one day your name is on that list, I’m sorry I can’t laugh for you…

Because I don’t want you leave my kingdom without me

I feel like you never see me

I feel like I’m the only one here who see you

How ironic that once again, for the nth time, I let my own heart hurts….

Tagged: RedBloodRPConfession RoomCouple ListSingles' Lougefrom joe to 'grandpa'

my sweet subbies @ AFF are so craving with hyohyuk fics

some of them said more even i already marked that story with “completed”

OTL

gurlz, i cant explain what i feel…

okay, i add one extra chapter again and i wish none said commented “i want more!” again

OTL

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You were not there…

Last night I hugged my Glen oppa doll

I closed my eyes and imagined that it was you

I hugged you and cried silently, drenched your shirt with my tears

I felt you hugged me tight, whispered everything-is-gonna-be-okay-I’m-here-dont-cry many times, pats my head till I stopped crying

When I opened my eyes, all I could see was my Glen oppa doll with his wide blue marble eyes, smiled to me with his wet purple shirt

You were not there…

i typed it when i must deleted 35 accounts from my friend list (because clean-up event). i must deleted amber’s father and big brother. her crush was on that night but he didn’t talk with her. it made amber sad and hugged Glen. yes, Glen, that you always said it-is-a-creepy-doll-from-chucky. yes, that doll. why i made amber become so weirdo there? that was a long story to tell here… short of, she has a weirdo parents there XDXDXD

Tagged: RedBloodRPfrom joe to 'grandpa'

i typed it when he said he loved another girl at confession group

I see you crystal clear, only you…

I wait and wait for a long time

Finally you’re here

But you’re not looking at me in the same way I looking at you…

Maybe you’re not the one I waiting for

I let you go although I don’t want to

I don’t want to give up but I must to

It useless to like you when you don’t

I’d love to see you happy but it becomes hard to smile for you when I knew I’m not the reason for all your smiles

I didn’t know her but I wish you could happy with her

Don’t be a loser like me

Be a winner, man

Tagged: RedBloodRPfrom joe to 'grandpa'

I’m sorry…

One day, you’ll go from that place together with someone who’s not me

Should I say “I’m happy for you” when my heart wants you stay forever there?

I just want you stay there forever so I can see you so clearly

But I can’t force you to stay

I’m nothing for you but you’re something to me

I see you so clearly but you just walk right through me

I’m sorry for falling to you

I’m sorry I can’t tell you about it

I’m sorry I post it when you’re not on

I’m sorry for bothering you with my stupid acts

I’m sorry I was playing a game to get you and I was the loser in the end

You can hate me now or maybe you can stop talking with me and ignore me all time

If only you know I really want to call you with that so badly, not because you force me but because I want do that with my own will

I knew I never got a chance to call you with that

I’m sorry…

I’m sorry for you and for my heart

Tagged: RedBloodRPfrom joe to 'grandpa'

Sorry…

Sorry, I was the one who fall for you

Sorry, I fell too fast and you can’t catch me

Sorry for having a deep crush on you

Sorry for bothering you with my weirdness

Sorry, I can’t force you to look at me

Sorry, I can’t beg you to talk with me even I really want to talk to you everyday

Sorry, I can’t fight for you to win your heart

Sorry, I’m worse than her

Sorry, I can’t call you with that word even I really want to call you with that

Sorry, I can’t write this on your wall or your PM

Sorry, I can’t mention your name here

Sorry, I can’t lie to myself that I love you

Sorry, I can’t say that to you directly

Sorry, if you saw and read this post

Sorry but don’t feel any guilty

Sorry, I never regret that I’ve crush on you

Sorry, I post it when you off (?), well I’m not sure since I’m on phone

Sorry…

Tagged: RedBloodRPfrom joe to 'grandpa'

i’ll share a little what i wrote on one of my RP

yes, i’m a roleplayer for 3 RPs now

and i’m amber @ RB RP

i made her become “strong outside, fragile inside”

did i ruin her image?

well idk….

but some of them said i’m pretty good as her

she’s sad now

why?

cuz she lost her family members and few friends she closed with…

a deletion list and that clean-up event were so *sighed*

wish you didn’t cry when you read them

enjoy ^^ 

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hey

i just met you

but

this is crazy

here’s my number

so call me

maybe?